Evening to you all!
I think the great Marilyn Manson said it best, "You can't sedate all the things you hate!"
I think this week's gonna be a doozy. Everyone I have spoken to has admitted that it has been a bitch trying to not lash out. I guess that my twisted on it. Irritable and frustrated is what I have heard lately. Yesterday, if I could have thrown glowing green balls of necroplasma, I would have.
I can't even begin to tell you how frustrated I was many of the customers I assisted today. In fact, I'm too traumatized. Let's just say the demon was ready to suck blood!! Breathe!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!
Today, I came to the sad realization that this week my personal life has been suffering. I've down Pilate's twice this week. I haven't worked out at all. The most horrific thing was the slice of Vanilla Bean Cheesecake I had yesterday. I could feel my thighs expanding. I my spiritual re-education is on the back burner while I try to focus and motivate myself. The only thing I'm mildly satisfied with is I have made dinner 2 outta 4 nights since this week began.
Oh, the pisser is truly American Idols airing has overridden House and Bones. I hate shows that try to force pop culture down my throat. Hey, I feel the same way about Survivor, the Amazing Race, Super Nanny, and, Wife Swap. I would include Deal or no Deal and 1 Vs 100, but I don't think those shows have the super effect like the previous shows mentioned. At least with Who Wants to be a Millionaire, people were learning something educational.
Any who, 2 of my girlfriends are coming to visit me in April. I'm super excited, but the failure in me thinks that this is a huge mistake. I want to spend time with them, but I'm not so sure I want to take vacation time. I'm so indecisive. What if I need that to go down to Georgia? I did want to help my Mom clean up my Grandmother's and Great-Grandmother's rooms. My mom just hasn't been able to do it herself. The emotions get to her I assume. My counselor says my Adjustment issues make me detached and desensitized. I just assumed it was because I didn't have a V8 that day. I also have a friend I want to go and see in Washington. Maybe, I'll manage like a four day (without pay), and take time to see her. She wants to go to Ireland with me, so it would be nice to see her with out the distraction of drunken dancing hunky Irish men bouncing in front of us. Well, at least I hope they're hunky!!!
I did buy Mario Acevedo's Nymphos of Rocky Flats today. I can't wait to dig into it. Gotta love nymphos!! I'm going to take a little hiatus from Lamb to read a book I bored. My Year Inside Radical Islam by Daveed Gartenstein-Ross is about a 23 year old man who (born a Jew from to Hippies) converts to Islam and is sucked into a radical Muslim movement. It sounds great. It's a memoir, so I let you know when I'm done.
Criminal Minds is on. At least something good still comes on TV. Oh Shemar Moore!!!!!
Those who remember that we must
come to an end in this world,
their quarrels cease at once.
--The Dhammapada
Yokai the Terrible
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